HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAANIS.
the pantat nenek (:


why is that idiot being such an idiot when im in such crisis. it maddens me so. i cant help u with your shits right now. and slowly, slowly but i might think definitely surely, they are all going on the other side. they once told me those thing that now contradic. am i to trust you still? where do your priorities lie.. I hope to be making the right decisions. those traitors have taken away the pair changed them leaving me in despair.

ok seriously crap. x(

friday at last! art lesson was fun! until i got paint all over my uniform. boo. hanis be liking my present(: i hate malay lessons now. i be liking bus rides to school. i think. and that nonesense thought l looked like her. belo i should never get too near. its Dangerous. i wonder what that person thinks. hmm. anw SEL i made gave Mrs Miller a lovely note from Wentworth himself :P

9:02 PM

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HELLO!
alahmak its like so effing freaky i went 2 busstop with Hariz! so... x(( seram. GILER.
its like i can tok 2 other boys lyk its nothing but im dam scared of him or sth. x((
the F&D dint come on the bus! H was late. o.O

TRASH TALK!
i found it very good. cause we like... finally understand each other and stuff. even tho most of d tyms kathleen got out of point! hahax i dont think i made much sense. fii tried 2 b chim and all tak jadi! hahax :PP saranniya quits netball. Whatever.
thenthen aft dat we all were lyk telling ghost stories... looking @ ML tarian dancing. irdayu musliha n nabilah rawks!(: but i cant stop laughing. i laughed Hard!! hahax dunnoe why.
i mostly ran away frm the ghost stories. me n sherly. we r scared! hahax. then 4llwd haanis syazza n isis jogging ard sch. isis dont freak me! x( haha i kno its fake...

i saw AMARYLLIS otw home!!(: haa long tym no c! she looking lyk try 2 luk butch or sth.. hahax x) thenthen i told her abt hariz. o.O

hmm..recently im being seriously messd up. i've made sth i nvr had b4. and lost some stuff. im surrounded with stuff i dont want to care about. stuff i cant take rite now are forcing onto me. i dont know whats gonna happen at all. i just want everything to be alright again. like it never was. like will it ever be?

9:17 PM

innocent always

its wednesday... ONLY
siighh
quite sian today..
mayb i spent too much energy being happy in d morning that it all faded after that..

D came onto the bus today.. and msgd me telling me in DA0! so i msgd back to turn ard and i'll smile at him. and i did!(: retardedss gd manners (:
retardedness i smiled my whole way 2 sch..

MY HUSBAND IS THE HOTTEST!(:
i am.. MRS SCOFIELD
and li ching is MRS MILLER
and my husband is a convict.. hahax
and we haf a miller lover cheer!!(:
li ching smacked our husband today!! so mean!!

oh yehs.. watched a chinese movie 4 TOP.
saad. but mad! where got the earth move like dat! but its kinda scarie.. and Sad Sad Sad!

and the dumbfuck mp3 low batt again. :((

feeling damn sian.

anw during de movie guess hu was sitting next 2 me. (no its not u yale!! hahax)

haiix..bingit lar all these thing. y r u 2 so nice 2 her. why everybody toking 2 him.
im sesat sad bingit and i dont know how to say it.

hardcore oral sex competitions with mr bunny during chai's lessons.

yehs! grandma called and made me happy!(:

anw.. issues with that person... im afraid. i dont know why.
reply faster!

had breakfast with YT in d morning x)

i miss gng to that old place. miss the people.

they wear masks.
i wasn't.

hanis tripped me! and i thought it was the floor.. meao.
netball we won YCK hu came 2 our sch!(:
people tell me they're dishonest. boo!


boo im feeling pathetically depressed.

2:53 PM

innocent always

hiii
boo why's monday tiring?

been texting someone(:

its kinda..funny tat after 6 yrs of noeing tat person, then 2 yrs after we parted, tat person is suddenly so friendly.. not that i mind(: but it is..really really strange. o.O
and despite all these years, i nvr stopped liking him.. well.. was i? not really..if u count the X but still.. i like him. i guess.. it just never went away..this feeling.. for my biggest crush ever. = and after all these years.. he finally talks to me. its like.. wow. i should get used to it already!!

some ppl said ## looks nice.. but im afraid other ppl are trying to copy.. :(( its so... angrifying... but.. well im glad it doesnt match them.. i guess.. its not copyrighted. now i kno hw it feels to haf ppl pirating ur work or sth.. x( hahax

i dont care about that woman anymore lah. she is so.. whatever. i'll live my own world anyway. they tell me they're my frens..

3:07 PM

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: feeling bingit.

rawwr so angry.
my bro deleted audi!! x(
anw..i've been facing bad timing alot these days its seriously annoying i hate it.

i soo dont look like her. bad judgement. >.<
tidaktidaktidak

anyway.. SIGH i want to take part in novelty race! its kinda crappy but i want! x((
nvmm

andand. gosh y do i always tell old stories.. like the stupid ayam setan. and puremilk.

i am sesat.

omigawsh.. someone is getting cute...

andand that day i went to a shop and the kittycat placed its tail on my foot and i gave a little scream. haha. then it went round my legs n licked my feet! hahahaahahaha soo cuute.

just now got assembly! (: abt poems! so fun(: abit.
and b4 dat we had lit and we did poems too!! :DD

zura writes such random poems. haha
sree was being like factual or something.
teacher liked my poem!(:

hey my brain is like... cant think. i cant rmb wat 2 ryt... and i cant stop thinking bout this certain someone.. x( sobs..

5:37 PM

innocent always

hello!

ehh very wad. i dont steal frens ok. ok fine i saw ur testi. is he really all urs??? i mean like hey im not stealing. ur frens haf a life. they socialize or sth lyk dat. not stick 2 1 person and one and only or sth. ok i dunnoe but, ur not his only friend rite??

alah apape ah. orang itu macam...ade bende... dengan si dehtu... i also dunnoe.
pompan tu mcm da ok tapi entah. entah entah.

D&F!! dey were lyk ignore me on mon.
den just nw i again got pissed.
but i dint want to b dissed again!
so i gave a small "psst" hahax
and the D lookd up and smiled.
hooheehoo
then he msgd. O.o

whats with ORGANS?? i was lyk shocked wen she wrote it . but they denied. ok thens. haixx haha.
oh yehs! and Monkeys! x((

budak tu mcm ape lah..talk lyk.. yehs lyk what he claims to b.

tell me tell me. AKJ or ACCY?? haha. do i even like them at all??

anw..YEHS!! teusday! irdayu calld me MORGAN during trg. its lyk so basi! then semorang tanye2 and keep calling me that. x( apelah minah.

my kaki sakit x( haahaa
the other nenek went to the tempat 4 her sakit kaki. x)

hariz was talking 2 me just nw.. meaomeao. O.o
the past is all behind us now.. (:
but i guess i was a total creep back then. hahax.
ok nicer word, retarded(:
boos to me! hahax

orang annoying tu is such a noo and is annoying!!! i block u 4 gd. dont disturb me! ok! hahax just jk. m i jk?? xPP
i also blocked the small creep. x)

oh yeaa!! i threw a donut to the birds!! 2 mynas were eating. 1 yellow birdie pased by and took a pinch. then 2 crows came and took it all. other birds left to eat crumb. boo! now i seriously am against crows! X((

2:52 PM

innocent always

Hello monday.
and i woke up at 6.15. so much for 4am. haah

such a belo. and just small talks about that person. i was laughing all along geog and all. then i saw amirah n hanis and a wide grin stuck on my face! haha retardedness.
pompan tu ignore me sia! tk kisah ar...

i saw her and stared. then waved. hahax. beloness. i dont kno i got this funny feelings.

like i want to b nyc 2 *
i wont be friendly to -
i musnt be nice to #
i need to think abt ^

and its hard to do so. ohh well!

boo! i lost my ez-link card! belobelo! x(
and badly wants new mp3!

oh yehs.. got lectured by Cikgu for my shit work.
i kno deep inside my intentions are good. really. but i just cant seem to show it..
sigh*

7:18 PM

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9:19 PM

innocent always

The SWEETEST.

ytd i met up wit amal 2 STUDY at macs. hahah. its been ages since we've met! anw we ate crapped and studied stuff.. gosh all those gossip abt pri sch.. cant believe it was like 2 years ago. rememberd the diaries full of harizness... all our crushes and girl friends. xPP

saw tutty n dandarah there.. and i thought i saw Izzat (izzati siti punye) somewhere... at the mamak coffeeshop. O.o hey i miss those ppl too!

thenthen nite i wents 2 sum mediteraneum (arhh hwever its spelt) restaurant with my parents. niceness!(:

and then hanis was being so sweet to lyk... ask me hows i gng and stuff.. :) and i found out sth cools. ;DD

11:13 AM

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Morgan Posted 14/3/2007FATS!!!!!!!!!! hahajkjki broke up with her liao...i dun really care lorbut i now i got a problem...how to get_ _ _ _ _ _i noe u noe who but how!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Leon Posted 15/3/2007just try your best lor.
u asked _ _ _ _ _ _ yourself or somebody help u ask?
leon.

Morgan Posted 15/3/2007yar but she like not interested...i think i will end up like omar...but she say i must change my attitude...as in no vulgarities and stuff be a good boy...haiz...then i think i also must wait till sec 4 lor...

Leon Posted 15/3/2007haha,then u better be good then!hahaha.
u sure that u can wait that long ah?
leon

Morgan Posted 15/3/2007Haiz...er i am willing to change lor but i tell u this lor if i really wan her...then i will definately wait for her...i dun mind...100 weeks more around there...left this year and next then sec 4 liao mah...i wan her...she is cute and kind and i like her attitude so i think i will wait lor...
Morgan out...

7:11 PM

innocent always

its like suspected! i kinda knew it was her. and. oh well. im just really really sad rite now. its hard for me to concentrate on my work. and the stupid apologies dont work. i just need to think straight to study. god im getting so messed up.

the weirdest thing ever. i dreamt of izat izat p6 '05 and mr ang being a perv. so far fetched.

anyway now he's lyk scared i'd disturb them or sth.. im not like that ok. sheesh. cant wait to go sch. it kills me being like this 24/7.

4:47 PM

innocent always

i guess its over..

<<25-01-07><14-03-07>>

barely 3 mths.. and... well just when i was starting to seriously.. like him... then
and now just after that his display message writes 'Im free'. and i have nothing to say. i dont wanna say anything. i've tried my hardest and...

now i...dont know whats gonna happen.

all i know is that.. im not gonna b in a rush to find someone new.

2:29 PM

innocent always

RETARDED!

that was how i felt waiting for him 1 whole stinking hour and a little bit more. sheesh. but every retardedness faded when he came(: and we went places. had a short walk and a long bus ride home. hoohee...

was watching barbie diaries at home! most retardedness. xP

last night i climed rooftops and saw superman. i fell down and sat in the corner. naughty monkey. afraid of that person and their type. for a certain reason. sigh.

9:12 PM

innocent always

heloo march holis!
but so so sian.... wen sch reopens we get 5 tests smacked into our sad faces...
and its called a holiday


------ are something me and her are thinking abt.. i even listed 11 bad points! kinda sad but they're causing it. sigh.. i was thinking term 2..maybe... and amirah was like.. u can count these kinda things??? haha

and 2A, there is no fuck meaning to ALIQUE ane is sounds so damn stupid... whatever.. i cant do anything anw.. just pray the shit looks at least nice :(

grr. brothers are annoying. and now he has a gf. *pukes. harhar.

anww.. today's bus ride was funny. bus was crowded so we took another one. and we cramped up between H&F and N&J. :D

6:11 PM

innocent always

boring day..
spent the whole day finishing up my hmwk..
and im almost done!
im always almost done..
i guess its kinda gd progress but i really dunt wanna do the stinkin english compree
+(

any hoo... *sigh i want that person to b online. i dunnoe whyy hahaa

and i miss you terribly

9:37 PM

innocent always

heheh! my room door got jammed and we dismantled the whole thhing.. but there was the door knob hole . and so i stuff'd STRONGMAN's cat! happy(:






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2:31 PM

innocent always

hello happy day(:
slack and i had a happy breakfast.
nobody's home. the chinese funeral ochestra downstairs was making a hell of a noise.

yesterday i felt extremely sesat at that place.and nobody helpd x( ... huhu saw lots of people. did maths b4 that. yes! i comepleted SOME homework.

stupidd sister pon class and my mom gave a hell of a screaming to everyone. boo.

1:29 PM

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